You saw tears in my eyes and saw that I was in pain and probably felt bad. I’m glad you’re not as mad at me but I don’t know it won’t be the same anymore. Might seem like it but it’s not. I try to forgive and forget but I remembered and now I am still upset and hurt now. Sigh. But whatever the feelings I do love you in a weird love hate way..not in love, there is a big difference between the two, I do love you though. Always will and I can’t help it….Goodnight buddy.

It was a mistake what I did. He needs to fucking understand that. I need to talk to him about this. I hate him but I hate myself more.

I hate myself more than I hate anything on this planet ATM. More than terrorists, more than him, more than apple, more than that guy who strikes that baby seal on that ASPCA commercial. Why.

To have to look in your eyes is painful to me right now. I just want to talk to you about it and tell you how sorry I am that I have hurt you.

Only speak when spoken to is my new modow. Especially toward you douche bag.

I am technically an Aries but I was born on the nineteenth of April so I also have the characteristics of a Taurus.

One day I want to get either a piercing or a tattoo. I don’t think I’ll ever get anything on my face so that’s out but if I were to get a piercing I would get microdermals on my hips or a cartilage ear piercing. Now tattoo wise I would love to get a Harry Potter tattoo. Now that would either be the sign of the deathly hallows on my left wrist, shoulder blade or hip or either “Mischief Managed”, or “Always” on my lower right breast rib cage area. Probably will never happen but I guess you never really do know.

Whatever.